## the gardener ### member of the anti-contact community #### writing from jan 2025 - feb 2025

| An exclusive anti-contact paedophile. After a long period of denial I finally started accepting my attractions in 2019, when I joined Twitter with another name. Later I would join MSC where, hiatus aside, I have been ever since. I am no longer hiding these attractions from myself, and I strive for my inner and outer life to be coherent with one another. Therefore, I am out to many of my real-life friends, I have met some MAPs in real life. My objective is to contribute toward a world in which future MAPs can share their struggles with their friends and family without fear, and where they will receive appropriate help to build a meaningful life. |

An exclusive anti-contact paedophile. After a long period of denial I finally started accepting my attractions in 2019, when I joined Twitter with another name. Later I would join MSC where, hiatus aside, I have been ever since. I am no longer hiding these attractions from myself, and I strive for my inner and outer life to be coherent with one another. Therefore, I am out to many of my real-life friends, I have met some MAPs in real life. My objective is to contribute toward a world in which future MAPs can share their struggles with their friends and family without fear, and where they will receive appropriate help to build a meaningful life.

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|  |  | 21 January 2025 review: manticore the gardener Disgraced director's film brings an elevated aesthetic to a contemporary tragedy of dark desires, but does it get the situation right?

21 January 2025 review: manticore the gardener Disgraced director's film brings an elevated aesthetic to a contemporary tragedy of dark desires, but does it get the situation right?

jan 2025 to feb 2025

|  |  | 25 February 2025 the night i said the p word the gardener I’d agreed to meet my long-time friend one last time before I left. I hadn’t taken into account hash or female intuition.
|  |  | 21 January 2025 review: manticore the gardener Disgraced director's film brings an elevated aesthetic to a contemporary tragedy of dark desires, but does it get the situation right?

25 February 2025 the night i said the p word the gardener I’d agreed to meet my long-time friend one last time before I left. I hadn’t taken into account hash or female intuition.
21 January 2025 review: manticore the gardener Disgraced director's film brings an elevated aesthetic to a contemporary tragedy of dark desires, but does it get the situation right?

the p word is a collection of 319 articles, blogs, podcasts and threads in the voices of pedophiles and others who oppose adult child sexual contact and sexual exploitation of children. Despite our mainstream views, this content is frequently removed from social media or blog sites because openly discussing pedophile attractions or avowing them are not tolerated. Our side of the conversation continues here.
editor at the p word net Except where stated, all images are AI and do not depict real people.

the p word is a collection of 319 articles, blogs, podcasts and threads in the voices of pedophiles and others who oppose adult child sexual contact and sexual exploitation of children. Despite our mainstream views, this content is frequently removed from social media or blog sites because openly discussing pedophile attractions or avowing them are not tolerated. Our side of the conversation continues here.
editor at the p word net Except where stated, all images are AI and do not depict real people.